Musings

  • Turn Their Sorrow Into Joy

    Today in the life of the church, we celebrate William Augustus Muhlenberg, a priest who in the mid 1800s founded the Church of the Holy Communion in New York City. Muhlenberg’s life and work is a testament to a life… Continue reading

    Turn Their Sorrow Into Joy
  • I’m Not Okay

    The carpet had tiny specks of maroon and gold that danced on the dense forest green of the hotel conference room carpet. I remember the carpet so well because my hand was on my heart and our session was being… Continue reading

    I’m Not Okay
  • My Cup Overflows?

    Throughout my life, I’ve gone to a lot of funerals; easily more than 50 before I entered college. Death has been a very present part of how I have navigated this life, and in fact, it is in part, how… Continue reading

  • Psalm 30: Wailing and Dancing

    As a visual person, I prefer to read rather than listen to Scripture in worship. My brain doesn’t always catch the details when I only hear God’s word read, and I like the details. My love of language often finds… Continue reading

  • Finding a New Depth

    There is something about that second lane; the second lane is my favorite: still in the shallow end, but not right next to the wall. Every pool I’ve ever swam in has held for me a favorite lane, and it’s… Continue reading

    Finding a New Depth
  • If That Don’t Make You Love Your Body

    Lying back in a supported bound angle pose, I opened my eyes to see the dim white of the ceiling and the still blades of the ceiling fan. It was this moment during my restorative yoga practice that I realized… Continue reading

    If That Don’t Make You Love Your Body
  • The Difficult Isn’t Forever

    I laid crying, screaming in pain surrounded by people, some who knew me, some who didn’t, but all were concerned. My leg extended out behind me and my ankle and foot were contorted in unnatural and disturbing ways. Before the… Continue reading

    The Difficult Isn’t Forever
  • A year ago today.

    The crepe myrtles are just on the cusp of blooming here in Kentucky. I grew to love crepe myrtles when I lived in Texas because they grew with abandon in the oppressive heat of West Texas; the wild beauty of… Continue reading

    A year ago today.
  • Transitions in Late Spring

    The southeast met me with air heavy with humidity, magnolias in bloom, and the ubiquitous smell of wild honey suckle. It met with all the memories of who I once was in light of who I am becoming. Refusing to… Continue reading

    Transitions in Late Spring
  • Joyful Mourning: My First Mother’s Day

    This is my first year as a mother. It’s my first year as a dog mom, that is. When I got Coakley, I thought I would refrain from using parental language around being a pet owner, but then I became… Continue reading

    Joyful Mourning: My First Mother’s Day