You want to know the truth of where I’m at? I wish I were dead and I just don’t know why God wouldn’t take me now.
Day Thirty Six
I believe in God, I do. It’s just that I’ve been really hurt a lot; so, even though I believe, I don’t have a home.
Day Thirty Five
I’m so sorry. God, I’m so sorry that I haven’t talked to him in a year. I do love him; I’m just so, so sorry.
Day Thirty Four
You just live; everyday, one day at a time till the man upstairs says your done.
Day Thirty Three
Well, obviously I’m wondering why, but I’ve been wondering that since my wife passed away 12 years ago. This? This is nothing compared to that.
Day Thirty Two
We just have some choices we have to make now. God help us, this family just has some really hard choices.
Day Thirty One
I just ask God “Why?. . .Why?”, maybe I shouldn’t ask why, but I just keep doing it.
Day Thirty
Oh God, why did I leave him? I told him I wouldn’t leave him! . . .Why did this have to happen when I stepped away?
Day Twenty Nine
It’s there, is just dormant; you have to talk about the fact that it’s really you thats sick, not someone else. Everyday I set aside time to wrestle with God about the fact that I have cancer.
Day Twenty Eight
We know the odds are against us, but still…we’re praying for a miracle.
