Calling & Clarity

  • Day Fifty

    I carry the guilt.  I’ve prayed for forgiveness, but if I die will I go to heaven with the things I’ve done? Continue reading

  • Day Forty Nine

    There’s nothing too big for God to handle, including this. Continue reading

  • Day Forty Eight

    What am I going to do? Oh God, how did this happen to me? How am I going to make it through? Continue reading

  • Day Forty Seven

    You just get up, show up, and hope that God’s there too. Continue reading

  • Day Forty Six

    You have to want it. You have to want it enough to get clean and sober and then you pray to God that you can stay strong enough to fight it. Continue reading

  • Day Forty Five

    That’s it. That’s all you’ve got at this point. You hold on to a belief that God is in control and that’s it. Continue reading

  • Day Forty Four

    You just hope and pray that God pulls you through each day. Continue reading

  • Day Fourty Three

    By the nature of existence, man desires to be better; that’s my prayer, to be in a better place. Continue reading

  • Day Forty Two

    I always used to tell him, “Well, the Good Lord decided to wake me up and keep me around for another day,” he’d laugh at that. Guess it just wasn’t in the cards today, not for him. He’s in a… Continue reading

  • Day Forty One

    It just hit me like a ton of bricks: it’s going to be okay. God knows what he is doing, and I just finally realized that he’s protected me so far, and he’ll keep doing it.  Continue reading