Calling & Clarity

  • Waiting and Remaining

    He was dying, there was no denying it. I came to the ICU room after receiving a code blue while working as a chaplain in a hospital, and after a quick scan of the usual medical staff attempting to stave… Continue reading

    Waiting and Remaining
  • Now My Soul is Troubled

    Four-part harmony surrounded me as I sat on the padded pew, legs not quite reaching the floor and I balanced that blue songbook in my lap as I added my little voice to the congregation’s song; there were many aspects… Continue reading

    Now My Soul is Troubled
  • What is the Fruit?

    All around was the throbbing hum of insects; underfoot was a lush bright green grass and in every direction, there were giant trees, every shade of green imaginable. The summers of my childhood were spent out in the wilds of… Continue reading

    What is the Fruit?
  • A Communal Lent

    Against the backdrop of the misty mountains, an older man carrying a hiking pack stands in front of a stone monument with the shape of a shell on its side; his heels balance on the edge of the rise of… Continue reading

    A Communal Lent
  • Finding a New Depth

    There is something about that second lane; the second lane is my favorite: still in the shallow end, but not right next to the wall. Every pool I’ve ever swam in has held for me a favorite lane, and it’s… Continue reading

    Finding a New Depth
  • Blessing and Curses: On Earth as it is in Heaven

    Having a penchant for good stories, I love to read and also to watch TV. There are some shows whose characters are just so compelling and engaging and I can’t wait to follow along with their story. While my go-to… Continue reading

    Blessing and Curses: On Earth as it is in Heaven
  • If That Don’t Make You Love Your Body

    Lying back in a supported bound angle pose, I opened my eyes to see the dim white of the ceiling and the still blades of the ceiling fan. It was this moment during my restorative yoga practice that I realized… Continue reading

    If That Don’t Make You Love Your Body
  • Hard Won Love

    The camera pans across a beautifully decorated church, flowers and candles are in abundance, beautiful people stand in front of a minister, who is inexplicably wearing the liturgical colors for a penitential season; yet as the couple gazes into each… Continue reading

    Hard Won Love
  • Baptized for the Boring

    Like many of my stories, this one is set in a hospital in West Texas, it was a day before I hit a snag in my ordination process, and a patient, not three years older than me at the time… Continue reading

    Baptized for the Boring
  • Tell Me the Story

    Growing up in a tradition that sang four-part harmony with no instrumental accompaniment, I learned to love signing quickly. Hymns are some of the fastest ways to learn something; singing about something is a sure-fire way to begin to internalize… Continue reading

    Tell Me the Story