open

because of you, i got to see how meaningful it can be to open even when you are in pain, even when you don’t have enough confidence in yourself, even when i’d rather just be with you, sharing bonds us

but you don’t want our bond…why did you compel me to open up if  you don’t want this

i don’t understand it and it both pisses me off and makes me incredibly sad, and if i’m being honest, incredibly grateful, because before you i didn’t  know i could.