faith

  • Baptized for the Boring

    Like many of my stories, this one is set in a hospital in West Texas, it was a day before I hit a snag in my ordination process, and a patient, not three years older than me at the time… Continue reading

    Baptized for the Boring
  • Baptized into Change

    Having grown up in a Christian tradition that did not have written prayers, when I joined the Episcopal Church, I immediately felt connected to the beauty of our prayer book and the prayers held therein. It didn’t take long for… Continue reading

    Baptized into Change
  • A Foolish Life of Weakness

    Noted author and researcher Brené Brown has a lot to say about vulnerability, weakness, and strength. In her now famous TED talk from 2014, she lays out what she had discovered in her research around shame and guilt, and more… Continue reading

    A Foolish Life of Weakness
  • Psalm 73: How Can God Know?

    The psalm set for this evening is the one direct before the psalm set for last night. Sometimes I wonder what logic there is in the arrangement of the Daily Office, but this one seem clear. Whereas last night’s psalm,… Continue reading

    Psalm 73: How Can God Know?
  • Psalm 46: Be Still and Know

    As I write this, I am sipping dye in wait for a large machine to tell me to be still and to hold my breath while I get yet another CT scan. It’s time, of course. Even though Not Cancer… Continue reading

    Psalm 46: Be Still and Know
  • Psalm 37:19-40: Their Steps Do Not Slip

    One of the more helpful ways to understand trauma is to acknowledge that experiencing a trauma is not the end of its effect. Those who undergo traumatic events cannot fully process the happening in the moment, and perhaps not even… Continue reading

    Psalm 37:19-40: Their Steps Do Not Slip
  • Being Found by God

    A sermon delivered to the people of Christ Episcopal Church in Bowling Green, KY on John 1: 43-51 on the Second Sunday after Epiphany, January 14, 2018. In 2010, Marina Abramovic, an experiential artist who creates exhibits that challenge and… Continue reading

    Being Found by God
  • Swim Diagonally

    The refrain of “name and date of birth” requests were constant while I was in the hospital; during my 11 day stay, I probably recounted the story of how I got sick and the progression of my hospital hopping 30… Continue reading

    Swim Diagonally
  • The Mess of the Middle

    It was a warm New Year’s Day at a monastery in Cullman, Alabama years ago that I first accepted that I am a mess. I distinctly remember writing in my journal, a new practice at the time, “What if I… Continue reading

    The Mess of the Middle
  • And I Prayed: A Woman’s First Time

    I continue to have firsts in the church; today, I taught my first class. While it doesn’t quite compare to serving Eucharist, it was certainly reminiscent of experiencing that first. Last November, after I prayed and served my first Eucharist,… Continue reading